One particular reading I did had me giggling yet taught me that not all spirit people know they are dead. Others taught me, showed me rather, what happens right at that time when spirit people find out they have passed. For example, during a reading I was doing for someone, I suddenly had a feeling that someone else was in the room with me, over my right shoulder to be exact. Keeping my head straight, I shifted my eyes to the right to confirm that, yes, someone was standing to the right of me.
Tipping my head a bit to the right, I felt a female there, and she told me her name was Laura. Here’s how the conversation went.
“Hi Laura,” with my eyes slightly in her direction. “How can I help you?”
“I’m mad!” she said rather loudly at that.
“Why are you mad?” Laura felt like she had a lot to say, and she had the energy of a hyper person, a bit anxious, at least that is what I picked up on.
“My family won’t talk to me anymore and I don’t know why,” she said, sounding very, very upset. I know how it feels when family members ignore me. I took a deep breath knowing that what I had to tell her may not be easy for her to hear. I remained semi-looking forward with my eyes still slightly turned to the right so I could see her. I saw a lot of yellow and white colors moving around, but I only saw the top half of her.
“Laura,” I said softly, “you do know I’m a medium right? So if we are communicating right now, there’s a really good chance that you’re not alive.” I took another deep breath waiting for her reaction. I was able to look down a bit and saw a pair of army boots appear. At this point I mentioned the boots to the sitter (the sitter is the person I am doing the reading for) and confirmed that she was in the service, she served in the army.
“What do you mean by that? Are you saying I’m dead?” Laura sounded a bit agitated not only from her family not listening to her but just finding out she was dead.
“Laura, that is why your family is not talking to you. It’s not that they don’t want to, it’s because they can’t hear you. You have passed on and can no longer communicate with them.” I held my breath for what seemed like minutes until she had a snappy comeback to lighten the mood. Thank god she had a sense of humor!
I looked back down at her feet and saw a metal bucket appear. I then saw one of her army boots kick the bucket and it went flying! “So you mean that I’m dead? Like, kick-the-bucket dead?”
Strangely, we both started laughing! “Yes, Laura, like kick-the-bucket dead,” I said with a big sigh of relief.
What transpired next was nothing short of amazing. The feeling of the energy changed from humor and fun to feeling very light and high in frequency. Throughout this entire reading I kept my head and eyes in the same position because there was so much movement to my right. I knew if I turned my head all the way to the right, the images would be gone. Don’t ask me how, it just works that way for me. Using my peripheral vision is key in readings and connecting to spirit people.
I saw Laura put her arms up over her head like a steeple. I then saw the brightest, sparkly white, yellow light right next to me. The light was so bright yet not blinding, nor was it hot, it was just very bright. I can’t even tell you how amazing that light felt. As Laura raised her arms and the light appeared, it somehow guided her out of my presence and to where I don’t know but I’m sure it’s where she needed to be.
This all took place in about two minutes at the most. Once Laura left, the feeling in the room changed drastically, not in a bad way, just different. This is how you can tell when a spirit is in the room with you if you are not clairvoyant. Notice how the energy around you feels and how it changes from moment to moment.
What did I learn? I received yet another validation that some spirits do not know that they are dead. I also learned that once they realize they are dead, they are guided away by the light. I say this in confidence because it happened several times. Remember me telling you that it does not exist unless I experience it? Well, this is an experience that definitely goes on a notch on my belt.